Your Queen

I am the prom queen
I sit on my throne and everyone applauds
I ride atop the float
I wear a glass tiara
I get straight A's
I date the quarterback
I sing in the choir
I cheer for the games
I volunteer at the library
I am the perfect size 3
I have long hair and green eyes
I can dance tap, jazz and ballet
I have never done drugs
I have never had a drink of alcohol
I am not having sex until I am married
I have 2 loving parents
I have a cat named princess
I have more friends then I can count
I was offered a full scholarship to college
I am the perfect teen aged girl

or that is what people see
from my view it is different

I look in the mirror and I see a child
I feel scared
I feel fat
I feel alone
I feel pressured
I feel used
I feel torn
I feel hurt
I feel tired
I feel stressed

I just want to be normal
I don't want people to adore me
I don't want people to know me
I want to be anonymous
I want to walk thru the halls and not be seen
I want to carry my own books
I want to make my own choices
I want to be me
I am tired of being the perfect Barbie doll who everyone
loves
I want you to leave me alone

so now you see I am not prefect
still want me to be your queen?




AmyMarie